oh gosh

music is so awesome.
i love it- i love how it makes you feel awesome
when you blast it in your car.
Music is really important in my life.
each one brings a different memory
Some are bad.. and you quickly change the channel or press power
Some are really good..when you sing-along and turn that knob up!!
either way its still important to my happiness.
Anywho.

This week I've been feeling weird.
I got a stupid UTI.(Tmi?)
like on monday and went away- then came back.
Its been making me so friken tired and nauseous.
I didn't think that could happen until I looked it up
A bunch of women confuse pregnancy with UTI's.
Because it makes you tired and nauseuous and you pee alot.
I didnt really think those were similar until i searched UTI symptoms.
and there were questions in Yahoo. stupid questions I might add.
so anyways this week was weird, and i couldn't run as much as i can usually
which made me feel like I didn't do much. but I did what i could.. my body was being
stupid.I've never been so stupid tired in my life.
I could take a four hour nap and still go to bed at 9. no problem.
I'm ready for my previous body- mm kay? the one where I could run more than 2 miles!
grr.

So. I have a new little interest.
I say little cuz i probably won't go anywhere.
but I started drawing, and i drew myself a really cool dress.
yeah. I have never drawn a dress I actually like.
I wish someone who was a wizz at sewing could make it for me.
heres the (horrible) drawing:
K so i won't lie. this does kind of look like a hot mess.
but what I picture it as and whats on the paper, are different things..
I picture and Creme and Black striped thick satin dress that wraps your curves
and hugs them just the right way- and adding a more feminine touch.
I alos kind of stole the idea from the movie coraline
her "other mother" wears an interesting dress in it.. its pretty cool

any ways.
I also love my new green emerald cardigan.



I even made my own little flower headband with it
Which i dont usually wear...